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and, well,when i look at you i think of diamonds and stuttering and hands, but please don't ask me to explain that one.   
you know sometimes i just want to learn about you, want to learn through the way you let your fingers covet your face and the way you speak when your mouth is very wide open, want to learn favorite colors and lucky numbers and inside jokes and secrets plodding around in your skull, twiddling their thumbs, and not because i think it would explain something great about you, like opening up your palm and reading the scratchy notes left there, lines of deceit and perky thumbs, not because i think i could read the naked future and, well,
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y te grito:sequel to o balmy breath; continuation of passages from invitation to a beheading, by vladimir nabokov   
 
       "Well, why not drink this mush of hope, this thick, sweet slop… my hopes are still alive… and I thought that at least now, at least here, where solitude is held in such high esteem, it might divide into two parts only, for you and for me, instead of multiplying as it did—noisy, manifold, absurd, so that I could not even come near you…this is why I am writing—this is my last attempt to explain to you what is happening, Marthe… make an exceptional effor y te grito:
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o balmy breath       "Everything became quiet. Everything was the same as always.   
       'No, not everything—tomorrow you will come,' Cincinnatus said aloud, still trembling from his recent swoon. 'What shall I say to you,' he continued thinking, murmuring, shuddering. 'What will you say to me? In spite of everything I loved you, and will go on loving you—on my knees, with shoulders drawn back, showing my heels to the headsman and straining my goose neck—even then. And afterwards—perhaps most of all afterwards—I shall love you, and one day we shall h o balmy breath
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obligatory guilty update journal

Sun May 31, 2009, 8:02 PM
i'm still here--but here as in alive, not here-here-here, because i'm not.

i think about you guys often. but i've been avoiding deviantart for a long time and i think i've finally figured out why: that coming here went from some kind of catharsis to a place where i had to sit around and stew and remember that i have spilt too many personal injuries and awkward secrets to this little corner of the internet and it's been making me self-conscious. also my large pile of messages is intimidating on its own.

i'm all right. i'm off the lexapro, which is good, because it brought out extra angst and bad suicidal tendencies no one needed. i am on welbutrin and it's working. i have a new lovely boy named dillon and everyone in my life is okay. school ends this week and i'm writing a novel, a new novel, an original.

but you guys are more than just a group of people who know too much about me, you're also very supportive and kind and wonderful and the more i think about that the more i think about coming back. summer's coming and time is opening up. who knows.

so take care of yourselves in the meantime. :heart: don't let my suckage get to you.

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  • Listening to: fer sure - the medic droid
  • Reading: south carolina driver's manual (very slowly)
  • Playing: bully / nwn2

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  • Current Residence: south carolina.
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: adult small.
  • Interests: comedy central, stealing music, caffeine, horror movies, yoga & pilates
  • Favourite movie: tnbc, chicago, this is spinal tap, the dark knight, iron man, saw (series)
  • Favourite band or musician: CAKE, the pAper chAse, neutral milk hotel, the decemberists
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative, rock (mainstream, punk, pop, classic), indie, pop
  • Favourite artist: you are.
  • Favourite poet or writer: vladimir nabokov, william faulkner, a.m. homes, linda pastan
  • Operating System: awesome windows xp is awesome.
  • MP3 player of choice: my child (white ipod video, 30GB).
  • Skin of choice: reptilian.
  • Favourite game: nwn (all), oblivion, the sims 2, kotor (1 & 2), mass effect, vampire - bloodlines, bioshock
  • Favourite gaming platform: pc.
  • Favourite cartoon character: the boys of south park.
  • Personal Quote: "and that was all chris needed to cum."
  • Tools of the Trade: fingers, keys, pencils, pens, paper, wordpad.

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=yourpleasantdarkness:iconyourpleasantdarkness: Jun 27, 2009, 8:14:45 PM
<[ missing you again because someone voted for Simon and no one likes him except you really that I know of hgngbh.
-sobs.-

-A.C.

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No matter how subtle the wizard, a knife between his shoulderblades will seriously cramp his style.
-- Vlad Taltos (Writer: Steven Brust)
~Pinkchicken:iconPinkchicken: Jun 25, 2009, 3:07:08 AM
I miss your writing so much!

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You know what children really are?
Drunk little midgets.
=yourpleasantdarkness:iconyourpleasantdarkness: May 28, 2009, 11:36:15 AM
. . so much for talking to us. we miss you a lot.
. n . sometimes I'll type a message like you and then backspace it away, that's how much I miss speaking with you. I hope you're well. I'll be praying for you.

-A.C.

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No matter how subtle the wizard, a knife between his shoulderblades will seriously cramp his style.
-- Vlad Taltos (Writer: Steven Brust)
~LawlietLove:iconLawlietLove: May 27, 2009, 5:24:56 PM
This may seem abrupt and strange.
Never having addressed you directly before, it may seem odd for me to do so now.
But I must admit to you:
I miss reading your fresh outlooks and new perspectives. Then enlightened my ideals and gave me proof that writing is a never-ending art.
I miss that, and can only hope to read from your literature one day again.
~pockyrock:iconpockyrock: May 16, 2009, 8:59:04 PM
hoshit

i feel really bad for not talkin to you in forever

how've you been, buddy?
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